When I was working on my mandala piece of art, I was trying to do something that reminds me of my dreams or a world that I fantasize about when I am at work or a world that I could be at, If I was not there. Sometimes Wish I could just turn into a giant fish and go into the unknown world of the sea and explore that world with my new body Or sometime I will Fantasy about being a simple fisherman and dodging the rough seas, so I could catch some fish in the sea, to feed a village of people I don’t know. Sometimes I wish I could go explore the depth of the world and find some mystical gems, however, recently I’ve been learning to let go of myself and the world around me, so now these Fantasy are just melting away.
At first, it was super scary to learn to let go of myself because I was scared that if I did not know who I was, then Others would never be able to figure me out, but I learned that was not the case. Me building a character was limiting myself from becoming something greater than myself and understanding that the only thing that matters is being alive in the moment.
Nowadays I am in a state of a quiet mind, however, it starts talking/thinking when I am around people, or writing stuff down. What I define a quiet mind is a state of flow when I am in a place where I am aware of my surroundings as well as I can think in an effortless thought process, however, the downside of a state flow is, you get to focus on the objectives you’re looking at or aware of because when your hyperfocus you become super blind by the things around you. Some people would say do you hate being in a mental state where you do not think about yourself and I say to that, “Well just talking the time to the love world around me and the people who are here with me at the moment.”
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