When I was four, my mom said I couldn’t go out and play. She said that playing in the leaves was a big kid game. I saw my brothers and sisters run out in their pastel-colored, puffy jackets and leap into the pile of fiery orange and red leaves. Oh, how I wished I was old enough to finally leave my perch by my window. Although, I found a moment of harmony with the leaves, almost like an understanding of the ritual that we, the Johnsons and the leaves, partake in every Autumn. But none of that mattered because I turn five tomorrow and you know what that means! “Woosh” the sound of the air leaving my lips as I attempt to blow out all five candles. I only got four, because my older brother Jason blew out the one I missed. Mom scolded him for it, but I didn’t mind. All I could think about was my wish…
I wish it was January. The Autumn days have come and gone. The leaves have transformed from a bright, lively green, into the colors of the setting sun on our tiny little town called Wallabaloo. But that doesn’t matter. It is all in preparation for the big day–the day that the final leaf will fall, and I get to play in the leaves for the first time.
Every morning, I go sit in my little window perch and gaze out into the backyard at our little red maple and think “only a couple more weeks and it will happen”. I’ve been watching this one leaf extra close that has been moving more than the others and I think it will be the first to fall.
I hear the wind shaking the leaves while I’m all wrapped in my covers, but my excitement takes over. I saw the angelic leaf lying on the ground, and I ran outside in the cold to get it. Mom yells something as I close my door, but it doesn’t matter. I put the leaf in my journal and start my 77th entry:
“First leaf fell today! I can’t wait for January!”
Everyday I wake up and more and more leaves are lying in the backyard. My older brothers, Jason and Josh, went to rake the leaves into a pile in preparation for the last leaf. I can’t believe it’s almost here.
Journal Entry #78: “It’s January 3, 1987 and the last leaf stands alone. It might be me, but it looks awfully lonely up there…”
This whole week that leaf has been up there, and it won’t come down. I’ve been talking with Jason, and we are thinking about going and playing in the leaves tomorrow. It may be tradition, but we don’t want all the leaves to blow away and have none to play in.
Journal Entry #79: “Today is the day! Who needs all the leaves. We have plenty!”
The sun is shining through the front panel in the door as my siblings and I dawn our puffy jackets. Mom warns us to be safe, but I barely heard her. Jason opens the door and we sprint out… Wait…
The look in that little leaf’s stemy body, hanging alone on our little red maple tree stops me in my tracks. I’ve been waiting all this time to go play in the leaves, and I bet this little leaf feels the same way about its leaf buddies.
“Woohoo! Yippie!” the cries of joy from my siblings snap be back to reality. I run and dive head first into the pile of leaves. I finally feel like my years sitting and watching my siblings have been worth it.
“Dinner time” I hear mom call from inside the house.