Photo Blog #3: Mood

The barely lit ground outside of my house’s glass sliding door in the evening.

On the day that I took this photo I felt conflicted. I’ve just started to become rather overwhelmed with the amount of work I have this year, although I’m managing okay. I think the idea that I’ll have to mature and go off to college soon after I lost a year of high school to the quarantine is weighing on me a little bit, because I still feel like a freshman. The blurry, barely lit leaves on the ground here represents how I still haven’t figure out my identity, and how I am only a fraction of what I could have been had the quarantine not happened.